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Backstory:

I happened to hear The Cruxshadows "Marilyn, My Bitterness" and it connected with an early lost love episode of my own. One so painful I stared into the abyss and nearly didnt surface.

Lyrics:

                                                  
I was drifting, and not knowing
would a happening come along
somewhere were you growing
waiting for a special song

then soaring to the highest note
there you were, waiting for me
could this be, my love lifeboat
two hearts meeting their destiny

then so suddenly I am falling
didn't see it coming, so don't know why
all I heard was this shadow calling
"into the abyss you must fly"

did you think I wouldn't stumble
did you care if I lived or died
in the abyss my world crumbles
shadows hunt me, so I must hide

I am drifting, still not knowing
how could it all go so wrong
is there someone left still growing
who would listen to my bitter song

so it seems I must swallow this pain
just to avoid the shadows' kiss
and to seek out the wonder again
I must climb out of this abyss

I isolate a piece of my heart
so you are a droplet in it's pool
making room for a new start
forever now just a memory jewel

and so to drifting, still not knowing
waiting for you to come along
still hoping you are there growing
and listening for our song

out of the abyss I go
where, I don't know
out of the abyss I go
where, I don't know