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Backstory:

After ended marriage and some failed internet relationship, I wrote this Christmas because that's how I felt. Also all the negative energy of other people as well                  

Lyrics:

                                                  
Rap:
It all starts three-four years ago
When I saw the other chick on your arms
Realization set in you wasn't mines anymore
I sat out crying
It only later it showed the damage harm
This Christmas dance heartache in my head
I should have taken a bullet to my head
I would have been better off dead
You were the best thing I ever had
Now the winter show is companionship
Since I'm left with no relationship
I guess there be no true love present gift
Oh, Saint Nicholas, I guess my name erase on this year list

Chorus
This Christmas will be
A very lonely Christmas for me
That's how the chips fell now
Take a chance take a chance

Rap: 
Sometime I sit staring at the phone
Holding on to a toy teddy bear
Outside decorated with smiling gnomes
How should I start the letter dear
It will not reach you since your long gone
This world a lited wonderland
I guess if would be brighter if I had you tonight
or another man
Maybe there's hope for the New Year
People stop calling me a stalker 
Pay attention to their hearts and hear
Until I guess I sit and stare at those white walls
Write like a million songs
Till I'm dizzy drunk like on alcohol

Repeat Chorus

Singing Verse
Grab someone if you can
Go out gurl take a chance
Some men never gonna change
Stop worrying about yesterday
New Year is a chance to move on
Take a chance Take a chance

Repeat Chorus