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Backstory:

This song was created online in soundtrap music studio. The composition of loops was composed with vocals by Sheryl  "me" alone. " The song is about my illness after becoming divorce and having the worst dating online experience with not meeting anyone. Soon I had a nervous breakdown where I was in a passionate relationship and most of my songs written at that time was consider done in psychosis."  Sheryl. After treatment and able to see the world again as a whole I felt guilty for not being able to control my own emotions and my brain. After one psychologist refers me to the movie Beautiful Minds, I felt not as ashamed and embarrassed about myself. Many songs from my journal disappeared, I still have some of the memory of some of it.  It is a simple fact that stress of the world and love can bring out hidden mental issues. That we all in someway crave to be accepted and loved. Many disagree that love and acceptance are not important, I disagree. I been writing song lyrics like a secret journal and wanted to be a teacher or singer in my adolescence. Although I was not able to complete and continue my college degree to become a certified teacher, I was still able to do the one thing I loved. That was to listen to other songwriters with artists and write my own songs. It was something I took for granted as a talent but not now it's one of the important gifts of my own genius

Lyrics:

                                                  

Make note: The change of vocals and background vocal represent the disease of vocal hallucinations. Many people do not understand I tried to give those without disease and idea of what it might sound for those who relapse or sick. 

                                                    Scizoprehenia Romance
Chorus:

Boy, I can't get over you
"That's right boy" 
Oh..Oh..Oh.. 
I find myself not over you
" I try to reminisce all the time" 


Rap:
"Oo Yes he do all the time" 
Somehow I'm losing my mind
Somehow it's pissy me off 
I was the only b**ch
How your acting retard
Acting like we never were
Now you have driving my car
Now it's like you don't care
We use to be best friends
You promise me a ring " It seen it never bother you" 
Never made it to my hand "It is seen like I can't get over"
"The way you hurt me it's true." 

Chorus:

Boy, I can't get over you
"That's right boy" 
Oh..Oh..Oh.. 
I find myself not over you
" I try to reminisce all the time" 

Rap:
Now it's that b**ch
I can't stand 
That you have never given us a chance
A victorious  laugh
All though I had visions of you
This was our empire
Nothing last forever " Nothing ! Nothing last forever" 

Chorus:

Boy, I can't get over you
"That's right boy" 
Oh..Oh..Oh.. 
I find myself not over you
" I try to reminisce all the time" 

Bridge

O. O. Yes he do 
All the time
Yes he do all the time 
Yes he do
"Male laughter" 
Bang. ( Male power of magic on a woman like a gun to her head)

Chorus:

Boy, I can't get over you
"That's right boy" 
Oh..Oh..Oh.. 
I find myself not over you
" I try to reminisce all the time"