I wrote this song after having an experience and later sometime had a break down. I been recovering but I am not the same any more. I wanted to earn a degree but I was not able to complete a goal. I decided to go into metaphysics because I was songwriting and even tarot reading. I found out I am ordained minister with my degree. It was nothing mystical but a lot of teaching about Jesus. Many thought I was going to be something as a child because an experience. Older I got I figure it was a haunting and not me. I would like help writing it structure because I wrote how I felt. It just came to me when God forbid Adam and Eve out the garden cause the tree of life, no one had it. It's until Jesus carried the cross so we could have life. That's what the Christmas tree is all about during Christmas. Celebrating the one man who can help us have life after this life.
